Why is that I always look back and hope that I could go back in time and live some of the days again?What makes the past so endearing,even when the present is going good?
Many a times I think about the times in Mysore and want to re-live my those days again.How nice it would be if I can get just one day of those times again..Few days back,when I was in Mysore and was staying at our house.It was around 7 in the evening and we (Myself and Deepu) were on the terrace of the house.I went and sat for sometime in the same spot where I used to when we were actually living there.I felt like I was back in time , and if I go down into the house now , there will be amma cooking in the kitchen , and will call me for dinner :) But then , my thoughts were stopped when Deepu said we will go down.
So , I come back to present , and think that my life has changed so much now.Even if I go down into the house now , I won't find my parents and Yashu there..It's a different aspect that they are there in Bangalore now , and I we keep meeting very often , but still it's not the same..
So , I just wonder , why is that , I always have this feeling that I would want things to be as they were in past , though I am happy and content with my present?The past always has its own charm which makes me re-visit those memories now and then.After some days , I might be yearning for one day of my today's life ;)
Many a times I think about the times in Mysore and want to re-live my those days again.How nice it would be if I can get just one day of those times again..Few days back,when I was in Mysore and was staying at our house.It was around 7 in the evening and we (Myself and Deepu) were on the terrace of the house.I went and sat for sometime in the same spot where I used to when we were actually living there.I felt like I was back in time , and if I go down into the house now , there will be amma cooking in the kitchen , and will call me for dinner :) But then , my thoughts were stopped when Deepu said we will go down.
So , I come back to present , and think that my life has changed so much now.Even if I go down into the house now , I won't find my parents and Yashu there..It's a different aspect that they are there in Bangalore now , and I we keep meeting very often , but still it's not the same..
So , I just wonder , why is that , I always have this feeling that I would want things to be as they were in past , though I am happy and content with my present?The past always has its own charm which makes me re-visit those memories now and then.After some days , I might be yearning for one day of my today's life ;)
2 comments:
its called old world charm rashu :)...old world charm :)....n ya...for the few old fashioned US....It surely strikes the right chord....
there's a place in my house which i totally love....n everyitme i feel anything significant...i sit there n wonder....if its all a dream....or a dejavu...
Even Same with me Rash(i guess for most of the ppl),for me memory haunts and i prefer not to go to my childhood place which actually makes me emotional, thinking of the good old days..... Sometimes i wonder is growing up is all about making those precious memories and save it for the rest of the life ? .. I am waiting for the moment(may be in my retired life) when i just sit near the beach and just recap all the memories which i am creating in the present.... :)
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